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BANZERz

You can call me Miss Ace.
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So........

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So I'm here... I wouldn't say I'm back exactly since I am not sure how long I can bare to stay...
Just trying to figure things out and just hoping spending a little time around here again might help me regain some bit of myself to hold on to.

So.... to sort of catch up with most of you right off the bat... I am currently unemployed... yeah the job market is tough but I thought it would be at least a little easier than it has been... been applying literally everywhere I can near where I live but no one has hired me yet... so that kind of sucks I guess. Dealing with a bit of insomnia lately as well, probably because I think too much about crap that I shouldn't worry about but I end up worrying anyway and stressing out. My own fault really since I can't let go of things very easily.
All in all I am living sort of independently out of my parents' house but still stuck with things financially and on the job front and just struggling, looking for something here to perhaps draw my mind away from those things or maybe find something new to do.





I don't even know if anyone will even read this, but thank you if you do.
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gah...

1 min read
Hate being broke.... AND if I do somehow make some money by selling something of mine the money just goes towards food and bills. :/ I miss getting something nice every couple months to make myself feel good. I guess this is life.
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Just ordered that yesterday before reading the comments... :/
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Not much left in the DA gear shop... was hoping to get something before it's all gone for good.
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I've decided...

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I've decided to submit a nude photo on here. Though I will only submit it if I reach 4,000 points before the end of April. :P
To some of you this may seem really stupid, to others maybe they understand. I figure it is an incentive for me posting something so... revealing of myself. I've been planning it out for quite awhile now.
So donate some points to me, please? If I reach my goal I'll be really grateful and I will post the nude within 24 hours of reaching the goal.
Thank you all. :heart:


Special thank you to my watchers, you guys keep me going here. :)
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